Today is 6 years since my father passed away.
6 years ago today, a massive heart attack took his life while he was asleep - the result of a medical malpractice. 6 years ago today, God made me aware of what I had but it was too late. 6 years ago today, I wanted to tell my father how much I loved him & that I’m so sorry for not saying it as much as I should’ve, or how much I appreciated him. I remember the ambulance, the cops, the people in town coming to see what had happened. I remember every moment of the day that you were taken away from me dad because on the day that you died, most of me did too. Doctors are supposed to save lives, not take them away from people. Not a second goes by that I don’t think of you. I hope you haven’t forgotten me. I’m sorry for any pain I’ve ever caused you. I love you more than words can describe.
RIP Dad. 06/24/65-02/02/06 Gone but never forgotten ♥
(Source: presleyb)
“You have a hollowed out heart but it’s heavy in your chest, I try to hard to fight it but it’s hopeless… you’re hopeless.”
Demi tweeted this August 27, 2009. .. it’s now September 25, 2011. Wow.
We love you Demi.
Demi Lovato - For the Love of a Daughter
Four years old with my back to the door.
All I could hear was the family war.
Your selfish hands always expecting more.
Am I your child, or just a charity ward?
You have a hollowed out heart but it’s heavy in your chest.
I try so hard to fight it, but it’s hopeless.
Hopeless
You’re hopeless.
Oh Father, please Father
I’d love to leave you alone but I can’t let you go.
Oh Father, please Father
Put the bottle down for the love of a daughter
Oooh
It’s been five years since we’d spoken last,
And you can’t take back what we never had.
Oooh
I can be manipulated only so many times
Before even “I love you” starts to sound like a lie.
You have a hollowed out heart but it’s heavy in your chest.
I try so hard to fight it, but it’s hopeless.
Hopeless
You’re hopeless.
Oh Father, please Father
I’d love to leave you alone but I can’t let you go.
Oh Father, please Father
Put the bottle down for the love of a daughter.
Don’t you remember I’m your baby girl?
How could you push me out of your world?
Lie to your flesh and your blood?
Put your hands on the ones that you swore you loved?
Don’t you remember I’m your baby girl?
How could you throw me right out of your world?
So young when the pain had begun,
Now forever afraid of being alone.
Oh Father, please Father
I’d love to leave you alone but I can’t let you go.
Oh Father
Oh Father, please Father
Put the bottle down for the love of a daughter.
For the love of a daughter.
THIS SONG IS AMAZING. OMG.
